December 2009
10 posts
thoughts
never have a ifelt so bad for doing so much harm to u!!! i hope u can someday forgive me for wat ive done…i really do mean it when i say i love u n still care about u..when i tell u that im sorry for everything n that i deserve nething bad tat happens to me… just hope someday we can be friends maybe?? i knw thats stupid to ask for but i would like that..then again its not about wat i...
I’m goig back to how I used to feel. Not the best dfeeling. Man his just blows.
Hope ur doing good. I kind of knw u r. Idk just wanna hear it though from u.
I wanna talk to u but I can’t I wanna see u but won’t happen I can’t get u out of my head n I try but it’s hard. Too mny memories with u. I guess I’m the only one who feels like this. I feell that u don’t. I feel like ur havin alot of fun n that’s great. Sorry if I was holding u bak. I really didn’t mean to. I wanted to give u good memories Luke...
I hope ur doug okay. At times u just wanna reach my phone n just see how u r doing. If anythig I think good Maybe better. I’m happy for u really. I can’t be selfish anymore or I would end not learnig from my mistakes. My close friends just say to be patient n just to wait to see if u would come around n that u will happen someday. But they don’t knw u like I do. N that’s...
Can you get out of mind please… I really hate thinking bout the thing I did. I’m really sorry days go by that I wish I can discover a time machine to go back in time and change my behavior and not act like a jerk and just treat u right. I’m sorry and I knw h migt ht annoyed if me sayin it over n over Brno really am. Please give me a chance and hear me out at least. U mean alot to...
You knw what sucks is that I have to pretend at times like you don’t exist. I think that’s the saddest part to a if this. It’s very painful to just act like nothig ever happen but yeah. Once again I am deeply sorry. I wish you can hear me out.
:/ living a nightmare. Wish I can wake up and just have things to how they once were. Thus week has been pretty shitty. Gotta pay a stupid ticket of 500 bucks. Had finals going on. And things with me aren’t the same. If u only knew like I can tell you what’s going on cause you liked hearing my stories but your gone. I hurt you. I’m so sorry really I am.
Watched that movie again and thought of how you really were into the book. When I watch this movie I feel closer to you but yet so far. I’m happy but then sad, angry at myself for everything that I put you through when all you wanted was to be happy. My insecurity didn’t couldn’t give you that. Now it’s really too late. Another day one if those days where I can’t...
It’s just another one of those nights where I think and think and think about everything that I did and just not really be able to fall asleep. It sucks but I guess I don’t feel her pain yet. All I can just keep on sayin is I’m sorry for everything.